I love to be alone. I was home alone today for a few hours and it felt great because being alone gives me the chance to be in my own world, my own fantasy world, where all I think about is the things that make me feel happy and warm on the inside and give me that good tingly/shivery feeling. And that’s all that matters. All I have to worry about is watching The Vampire Diaries or drinking tea or forgetting to go onto rainymood.com while I’m listening to sad music that oddly, DOESN’T make me sad but yet makes me happy. Just good old zoned out daydreaming stuff. I look forward to college and moving out so I can be on my own and be alone, and honestly, I don’t need any guy in my life to take that place in my heart that is lonely because I like the way my lifestyle is and I don’t want it to change and I sure as hell do not need a boyfriend to do so. I’m happy the way I am, Alhamdulillah :)